two sides of my very long story,
say it short for you: i have had many dreams and wishes and hopes but none of them could compare to you
i have given up on you, you knew this when you saw me last week
i am now the desert
March 19, 2018
February 11, 2018
and feeling sensuous// but trapped
the glory of all things, a lack of regret
towards purchases not earned but deserved
warm feet and deep cough and bitter taste
i am dying here faster than any of us could have expected
January 26, 2018
abundance never looked so beautiful
November 26, 2017
i keep having this funny sensation in my body
i think it is joy
i know from experience
it is dangerous to feel infallible
but isn’t freedom delicious
August 29, 2017
tumblr app is so glitchy heck tumblr
June 11, 2017
hard to believe the world i’m living in these days
everything feels precious and transient
May 15, 2017
a dreamscape, a fully realized realized future
April 16, 2017
tired of feeling like this is a game
losing my senses, new tastebuds in old places
i planned my route but the map is broken
nothing i dreamed looks the same
April 10, 2017
spring is here too
April 3, 2017
final moments of oregon sweetness
April 2, 2017
didn’t you feel the coming of spring?
April 1, 2017
we went so suddenly to the ocean and I felt like an opening
chasing a stick in the wind
we drank a bottle of wine i held for two years and it felt like releasing you
March 5, 2017
weird what it takes to feel alive again
February 20, 2017
shiny smelly burbling
growing warbling going
facsimile of a new home
tasted in few mouthfuls
a great treat for you,
feeling like a self again
unwashed and smiling,
going warbling growing
a green sprout in snow